The 2nd pic is a transit chart. I am so deeply disillusioned by life, that I am retiring any future happiness that I may have. Not quite giving up on myself, but at only 23 I feel as if my spirit is tired…
Please help me understand why my life feels so heavy and so cursed.
My Pythagorean stack:
Life path 11/2
Soul urge 22/4
Personality 6
Destiny 1
Hidden passion 1
Birthday 13/4
Subconscious self 7
Balance 9
Maturity 3
Rational thought 12/3
Sun number 6
Current challenge is 2, next will be 1
Karmic Lessons 6 & 8
In pinnacle 6 now, pinnacle 9 is next up for me.
Someone help me understand why my life sucks so bad. I think my chart has lots of power symbolically speaking, but it absolutely blows having to live like this.