u/A_HARMLESS_KID

Chart of my mother, life was decent at first but went downhill after marriage. Getting married to a narcissistic POS because she was obliged to. Then got treated like a servant by every single family member and also get abused by my fking father. Then everyone in her family died and only my Nani is left, no one else. And to make it even worse, She has so many health issues. She had her gallbladder removed due to stones, non benign tumour in left kidney, bp and thyroid problems.

When will she finally get to be happy? I am so scared everytime I think about like, with so many health problems, i sometimes feel like she won't live for long but thought of that scares me and I don't want that. I want her to be happy but it seems to get worse year by year.

I really hope my question doesn't sound confusing. I want to pursue acting (I will, during rahu mahadasha abroad) and I want to know that, should I be expecting a good or bad outcome from pursuing acting like would it be a good decision? I actually plan on doing my studies at uni in multi media and while doing that, I will take acting classes and also try to land a few small roles in advertisement or voice overs and other stuff. I will slowly build from that while completing my studies since acting doesn't provide much money and the money it provides is inconsistent so I will be able to build towards it while being able to earn enough to life ( and also donate some to planet wild cuz they are great). So should I go with this plan and pursue acting?