Hey! So I posted last week after my first KAP appointment for OCD. And it was WONDERFUL. This week was different. Last week (April 22) I did 200 mg capsules - then half hour or so did another 200.
This week I started back at work (I was on a sabbatical all of April) and I did 300 to start, about 5 minutes in I did the additional 200. It barely took effect. I was devastated. The first time I had some much relief I felt like my brain was finally quite. But this time I was just too stressed (and caffeinated nicotined) to get into it.
It hurt. Going back to work though triggering, isn't really what I wanted to work on. Im struggling with a lot else. But at the same time. We get what we need. I needed to be honest and realize that in order to face so much of the ocd I need to face the more forefront issues. Issues thay feed into my triggers.
That being said. Its all worth it. Even not getting the effects I wanted. I got something out of it, even though it wasnt relief, it was still important