genuinely felt like a disappointment
Hii , soo I'm a neet dropper and 1 drop tha mera when I gave my exam I didn't score well but maine kabhi suna hi nhi ki kisi relative ne ya mere parents ke friends ne kuch bola ho ki kitne kam marks hai kyuki wo mujhe kabhi batate hi nhi the soo I never knew ki kya chalra hai aur kon kaisa admi hai mere parents sab sun lete the aur mujhe bas support karte hai that I can do it , cut to today mera es bar bhi nhi hoga scoring around 550-570 , soo I decided to go to kota for a year they didn't say anything just agreed to me and mujhe thora samjhaya ki kaise kya karna hai but I was packing my stuff and suddenly ek relative ka call aata hai and he was talking normally and then asked about my result my dad told him and then he goes are ye to bahut kam marks hai itne to meri beti hai jo abhi 11 complete ki hai usse aa jate hai drop leke itne hi number kyu hai , and my heart broke like it shattered and I saw it in my dad's eyes and it broke me even , meri train bhi hai and man I'm a mess rn kisi ko kuch bol bhi nhi sakte galti bhi meri hai it feels too much to handle right now I don't know kya hoga ab .