u/ARUMI_Sun_Moon

I am supposed to be thinking of work, promotion talk with my boss next week, millions of stupid housing loan, love of my life my precious kids, my husband’s adorable smile and broad back and smell of his hair that calms me. Instead, I am thinking of Rumi’s smile, the smirk, the silly big tongue 👅, the stupid hoodie ..it is not even sexual, just wanna hold her hand and hug her and touch the fluffy purple hair crown, or feed her grapes and kimbap and see her burp with no dignity … or pull her hoodie string like Zoey and see the funny eye pop up…
I am so doomed.
How can an animation change the chemical routine of my brain, unbelievable. Never happen to me before. I bend like airbender under this purple hair menace …sigh…I am so doomed. I am not leaving this fandom in this lifetime or maybe next.
Get a grip……it just a stupid crush, on a fictional character, maybe that will last a lifetime …
Maybe I am more complicated that I think I was. Maybe deep deep down I am bisexual but not clueless 😂😂😂Embrace this genuine part of me!