March 12th around 2 am I hooked up with this dude we had no lube and as I was going in my condom burst and it was a little bit of blood I instantly stopped
I started prep biktarvy the same morning around 10 am or 11 am can’t remember but it was one of them times
Mannnnnn my anxiety was so bad the dreaming was bad the whole 30 days 💔 wouldn’t wish that pain on anyone
Partner repeatedly told me he was on yeztugo and negative but for some reason I just didn’t believe himmm
April 10th testing day I was so scared the doctors brought out my results 4th gen negative and also hiv 1 and hiv 2 combo negative she also told me there’s no reason to worry or to keep testing !!!!!!
I started prep immediately discovy then ended switching to yeztugo April 24th with another negative test 4th gen and hiv 1 hiv 2 combo anxiety is still here ik im not done with testing but anybody here going through the same thing you’ll be fine keep your head high