First appointment with a psychiatrist for adhd medication but it's so much more than that.
31 male ADHD and autism. What do i tell him and what shouldn't I tell him? I'm in the EU if that information helps with anything.
Basically, i'm a mess. Immense social anxiety, crippling executive dysfunction, autism, some sort of general anxiety i suspect.
I can't get any task done and i can't even focus on the things that i like anymore.
I'm sometimes hit walls because of negative intrusive thoughts.
I'm an absolute mess in communication. I don't really hold conversations with people, i just simply can't come with the words. I used to be able to talk to people but i've completely regressed on that part.
I have no controle over my emotions, i can feel angry, sad, happy, indifferent, an immense sense of panic all in a span of hour.
I sometimes have periods that i feel immense sadness for long periods of time. Probably depression?
I sometimes have suicidal ideation because i'm completely stuck at the bottom of society and only capable of working low pay backbreaking repetitive labor.
Everything seems too big for me to handle.
I come from a working class family.
My oldest brother is a narcissistic alcoholic drug addict. Should i tell him that?
Should i tell him that i'm the youngest of three brothers?
Somewhere there is just something wrong with me and i'm just desperate to get some serious help somewhere.
Any advice or information would be helpful.