My childhood was the greatest experience for me
I remember each and everything I have ever experienced
But these days, something isnt going straight, so my life is getting changed, and I don't like whatever I'm going to be, whether I be a good person or what, I will always miss my childhood
And in this missing, one day when I was sleeping, I got a dream, I will not say it a dream, neither I would call it a lucid dream even though I could feel everything. I was in a completely different state, in the days of my childhood at a moment when I used to pass my time after playing. O can remember the exact environment, i was in the environment, there was no one except me. Something that I always wanted. That experience was even horrible than a time travel in a good way. I lived my childhood life for some time and then I woke up, with my heartbeat beating fast and with a heavy anxious fear and pain in my chest, and almost in the whole body
What was more horrible that o got this dream two consequtive days and I was in the same childhood moment but in a different time
I can't explain this much better but I want to know why did I got such dream, and what type of dream it was, and even though it's horrible, I would always try to get that dram feeling again just to experience my childhood again.
If it is happened with you, please share this
And one thing that I get a lot of dreams about killing people and etc, am I becoming a psychopath? Because I like the feary anxious feeling when you do something wrong or you shouldn't