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17F. I'm new to the community and have never shared this with anyone before. My father is a narcissist and I'm now sick of him. I can't bear his behavior anymore. He stays at home all day and does no work. He will comment negatively on anything and everything and we can't talk back because he is very aggressive. Due to culture and financial conditions, I can't leave this house. I don't know what to do. A few days ago he started screaming because I didn't put the spoon facing downwards after washing it. I couldn't bear it and started crying. The next day, I made tea for everyone and he started saying "Saying it's disgusting. Why is it like that. I don't like it at all" and kept on repeating the same thing over and over again.