u/321me123you123

I'm telling you... getting past that one month mark is where things get so mich easier and you start to spend less time counting the days. I just pulled this up for the first time in weeks.

To me getting over Zyn's mentally is so much easier than physically. when I quit I was able to mentally distract myself so easily. But until I surpassed 1 month it felt like I couldn't get over the physical issues like anxiety and being tired.

once the physical withdraws are gone it's just a matter of continuing the easier battle against the mental side

I still have the odd moment where I'm bored and I'm like

"how cool would a pack be right now at work while I'm sitting at my desk"

but it's SO much simpler to skip past the mental games

especially when you look at how far you've come

Cudi we know you're great, we know you made an impact on hip hop and influenced. But show don't tell my guy. This telling strangers online how great you are is weird and a waste of your time. No greats sit there and feed into haters or even valid criticisms online. Every time I read these I picture Cudi pissed behind his phone typing out a novel and then editing it for 20 mins lol. Also this whole "I'm done I don't need to try anymore" esentially thing is weird.... like just keep putting the same effort into good music brother.