Should I do dmt in my current setting (serious talk please)
Hello wanderers,
first of all let me say that I am completely aware that I'm asking a bunch of random people from Reddit about the use of a very potent psychedelic in the current state that I am in.
my friend brought some DMT for me that I paid for a couple of months ago in in advance, but unfortunately I had a loss in the family at the exact date that I got DMT
My close family member committed s*icide around 3 days ago and has finally passed today after the life support gave up.
In the meantime in my grieving process I did take one hit just to test, I felt instantly better and the grief turned into acceptance immediately, I slept like a baby that night and tomorrow morning I felt like nothing happened, I was fully aware of the situation and I am in, yet I didn't feel like anything
I am planning to do more trips in the following month but I will probably not go more than two hits,
trying to stay on topic here but also want to explain my situation to you guys,
is it smart for me to visit the realms of the DMT gods
a little background also is that I did more than 100 tabs of the last 10 years, almost never had a bad trip because I know it's all about the drug, I've been through trauma trips where someone tried to kill me and we had to rescue them with police, I've saved a drowning horse and I said and I also had the horrors of being in the middle of the forest fire while I was tripping..
so its safe to say that I've seen stuff and luckily with the mentality I have, I don't have any consequences neither have I had a bad trip or bad experience or any trauma or any negative impact on my mind, all of that bullshit just made me stronger and more appreciative of life
my question is what would you guys do in my situation, I'm not DMT power hungry because that leads to worse trips, but I lowkey think that I should try going a bit further into the trip next time.