u/1kkuya

Recently, one of my bestfriends had started ghosting me over the fact that I haven’t given her a pepsi. I don’t really think it is (I hope it isn’t), I’ve given her so much, like redbulls and other drinks, even one of my favored guitar pedals. I’ve known her for about 2 years and we’ve been pretty close and she has never acted like this. The past 3 days, I’ve told her “I don’t have an extra pepsi for you,” because I literally don’t have one. I’m very broke compared to most of my classmates, and even a simple pepsi or bottle of water is like a blessing to me, I’m not able to afford much like that in this economy, and she knows that. Honestly, I feel like she’s very controlling now that I see it, she demands things, she’s very rude and disregards my feelings and expects attention whenever she wants and she ignores my messages and often mocks me for my struggles. She talks to one of my friends more than I do suddenly, pushing me away whenever I try to talk to him. I’m just confused, I just don’t really know how to express my feelings much right now, I’m just disoriented and scared of the situation, she’s one of the few people I depend on most.