Hi
Im david , trans but like, I never tell people that. I socially transitioned at 10? Smth like that, and never told anyone in trans, or bi. Always acted like the cis straight person . Im quite a basic nerd in people’s eyes. The most interaction I have with queer people is my ex bsf, gay, whom I liked for 3 years (horrid). Anyway point is, sometimes I feel like I’m missing out on knowing queer people, or I see younger trans people who need support but I also know I miss such a big part of the trans experince, I didn’t get ridiculed, slowly transition, or hel I don’t even know the experience or have a bad experience with it. My parents aren’t really involved in my life so I can look and act however I want, haven’t even come out to them type of uninvolved.
I haven’t ever been questioned on my identity but deep down I do know that I am parting that community, even if I have most all stereotypical aspects if life and childhood. Thing is my gf atm, is bi, and she keeps telling me how I can’t ever get her experince with being queer and accepting herself and god I feel terrible in those moments. LIKE BRO I CANT EVEN EXEPT IM NOT STRAUGHT. anyway idk what to do, does anyone wise feel like this and have this issue?