Being Black has made me want to end it.
I cannot fathom how miserable being apart of this race is. Everytime I look at statistics within the United States based on crime, violence, etc. I genuinely start to question if I might be okay mentally or if I might end up "chimping out" in front of others due to pure, built-up emotion.
I was taught per-capita statistics when I was around 9-10 years old and I can completely see how us black people (despite being 13% of the population) commit horrible acts of violence more than any other race living in this country. It truly sickens me that white people fear me based off my skin tone (which is justified) because of what other people who share my skin tone like to engage in, which most of the time, is violence and felony-level crime.
I know I'll never have chances with a wife and children because if I procreate and have a child with a black woman, he'll become a point on a statistics-graph which is the case for most black adolescents and adults... and if I get into an interracial relationship, I'll be polluting another race's genes with my inferior DNA.
This is a living hell. I think the only way out is to stop all of this. Now.