so, i enrolled in med school because of zayne ❄️
disclaimer LMAO: i'm not parasocial. i didn't enroll in med school solely for zayne or any fantasies about his character.
i've always had the dream to be a doctor. i loved medicine and the technology behind it.
but what kept me away for such a long time were the insanely long hours you have to do. i have an autoimmune disorder, i never had the faith in myself to do medicine and invest so much time when my body actively works against me.
so, when i saw zaynes evol work up in the main story, i felt weirdly seen. the disease doesn't look like that in real life, but it genuinely feels like it, like youre getting paralyzed and something else takes over. that part really stuck with me.
then i've been batteling that thought for a while. should i do medicine or not, will my body be able to handle it and lowkey. the further i've progressed in the story, the more zaynes character raised my faith. he is an awarded surgeon, researcher and professor and manages his evol (..for most part) well. and today, i got my acceptence letter.
i am just so happy. and i have no one to share the final push to my career, which was zayne. i know those will be tough years but i will make it.