u/0farah0

For context i lost 20kg, but when i look at old pictures (before i lost any weight) sometimes i feel like i look the same and i only look like i lost a few kilos instead of the amount i actually did, and i always feel like i cant ask people if i look better now because i still feel like my old self sometimes and that im still seen as a big person, especially because im taller than other girls around me so it makes me look bigger anyway, now im 70kg (usually 68kg) and 170cm, but it just feels like ill always be a bigger person. Im afraid that everyone thinks im big but just never say it. i feel like no matter how much ill lose there will ALWAYS be a problem with my body that ill need to fix and its exhausting