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I say with my mouth that I love Jesus but my actions tell the complete opposite, I don't go to church, nor do I read the Bible, I only pray when I ask for forgiveness and even then I spit empty words with no real meaning behind them, I tell God I will stop with THAT ONE sin and not even a day later I do it again. Because the truth is, I love THAT ONE sin, it's disgusting and I hate myself for it.

I deserve the worst place in Hell and everything bad happening to me. I betray our Lord on a daily basis. I am no better than Judas.