u/0Ludger0

Today with my voice recording on, (I have it on 24/7 incase am in danger) so if my emotional abuser comes near me I can log a new report in my phone and book.

Today I overheard her saying she'll, "Stop doing (something) before I beat your ass." To my autistic sister.

So on voice recording I confronted her calmly saying, " Can you not used that language, its a bit disturbing.

Then yelled about how she isnt a white soft mother. Like yo- 😭😭 (FYI thats something so wrong with the black community (part of it of course) threatening to beat a child like a slave owner. Kinda ironic in my opinion.)

Dont worry im safe and so is my sister. Im in highschool so im just trying to pull through this last month before I try to start making my evedince apparent to trust worthy people.

So i have a neighbor whose really cool, though i never talked to him since I live with a emotional abuser as a 15 year old. Any trust worthy adult I can talk to she twists it in a grim way to use as ammunition agaisnt me.

Though since im gonna report my abuse by the start of June. I didnt want to leave this place without introducing myself to my neighbor. He's a cool guy that helps the kids in the neighborhood. Has a nice motorcycle and cat.

So I wrote him a letter saying who I was, and mundane things like movies, books, or music that I liked and how i wanted to be a Writer.

On my late night walk i setted the message near his car in a rubber envelope thingy with a rock.

I'm a bit embarrassed about talking to someone so normally like that. At the same time im happy to had done it. ((Essentially my anxeity is telling me otherwise and need a third Pov on this.))

As I live theses last 1-2 months with my guardian as a 15 year old before I finally come forth with my situation.

I just find some irony in what just happened. I went to the kitchen and she cursed at me for not doing the dishes. I said I only did mine because she told me to do mine. And now she's pushing the expectation even more to shift all the blame onto me.

In the form of claiming I should do everyone's mess they make regardless if it was me.💀💀

Not going to overanaylze it, because its just stupid. Sometimes I wonder how I can set boundaries in a peculiar way, its hard since as you know with emotional abusers boundaries don't exist just stupidity.