u/-misaee

Astaghfirullah I’m still struggling with my prayers because everything exhausts me (it doesn’t get better with time. I used to pray most of my prayers for months but it didn’t get much easier) and even when I do pray, I can’t concentrate at all and probably pronounce everything wrong because I don’t speak arabic so idk if my prayers are being accepted. My energy levels are genuinely so horrible and idk why. I don’t even know how many prayers I missed because I don’t remember when I started puberty but it’s definitely a LOT and like I said I still struggle severely even now. And just the thought of having to make up all those prayers genuinely makes me cry. I’ve heard about praying each prayer twice but that doesn’t help me at all. I don’t know if I’ll ever manage to pray all my prayers let alone make all of them up