u/-Hand_Satanizer

This one smells nice and has great effects. I get a gassy, earthy, sweet/citrus kind of vibe. Pretty heavy body effects that slowly creep in and make your extremities feel heavy, like jello and your torso fuzzy/warm.

For $100 an ounce? Shit, this is a very good deal. I'd say better than the live resin I tried. I also haven't found any black specks as of yet, for anyone concerned about that.

u/-Hand_Satanizer — 9 days ago

Man I hate that I was honest with the VA about my past drug and alcohol use because I know there's this big elephant in the room, but I have done a 180. Alcohol was the last thing I finally kicked, especially dealing with chronic pancreatitis and watching my mom die in 2024 mostly from drinking. They only mention the benadryl or other weenie hut junior meds. I take them and still have issues, but this last one was me only sleeping about 2-3 hours a night for the past few months and it just finally made me snap. I won't go into that story but I'm surprised cops didn't show up, for which I was ready for that myself just in case.

I can't turn off the fight or flight feeling. I don't enter REM sleep. I hate living like this but they managed to give me Ambien and I slept for 9hrs, so that was good and I don't feel "under attack" as much, if that makes sense. I often say I feel like I'm radiating this energy and at times it gets to a point where my body is so engaged or something that it's like I'm on fire.

The gastro doctors don't even want to touch me right now because they said I was fighting the propofol too much from my recent colonoscopy. It's almost like going to sleep makes my brain think "hey we need to be awake and aware so get up, 2 hours was enough" and I rise up like a robot ready to go, no grogginess, just ready. Oh and my sleep clinic doctor was "seriously concerned" about my lack of sleep, so I guess it also took the help of her too because she can see how long I'm sleeping for if I wear my mask.

I need to speak to someone about dysautonomia though. Anyway, hope everyone has a good day! One foot in front of the other.

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