u/--JenAndTonic--

I was convinced that what I felt for my crush was gut intuition and not limerence. I thought that it was God's plan for use to be together due to the circumstances that brought us together. I was so so convinced it was meant to be.

I got mad at him the other day, and it was like a light clicked on. And now I can see how stupid I've been. All these interactions were one sided. All these mixed signals weren't signals at all. He truly wanted nothing from me. I pushed too much and he told me that. It was all in my head. It was all delusional thinking on my side the whole time.

I feel so stupid. 2 years. I had convinced myself for over 2 years.