r/enneagram6

i always feel fuming in rage whenever i see an adult doesnt know how to handle an argument .. seeing them hesitant and not assertive enough to stop it makes me feel icky

tbh i feel weird whenever i see someone weak its probably that i am insecure about seeming like one because i always try to analyze weak people so i dont act like them

anyways i expect to be helped no matter what so when i ask someone to help me out and they dont i feel betrayal like once in primary a bee wouldnt stop chasing me i told a teacher and she said she cant do anything about it so i felt so disappointed

so like is this an e6 thing?? especially sp6 since they want to depend on authority figures. i kind of struggle on knowing which subtype i am supposed to be

i am just as greedy as e7

and as paranoid as 6

and e5.. well i dont see myself as a knowledgeable person but i like learning random facts to appear smart and teaching my friends about it.

i always refused to learn because find it hard and i just give up at trying to understand.

no matter how much i observe the people around me i just never get why they act the way they act or better question HOW they act the way they act. the closest subtype i feel as is sx5 but theyre literally labeled as trust. im too gullible to be skeptical and trying not to show any vulnerability

same goes to e6! i try to relate but i easily show vulnerability towards even strangers but even if i do so i will regret it obviously

and e7 i relate to seeing people as objects and never getting enough of experiences just everytime i experience something new i feel like its not worth it and it could be better .. i know e7s mask their emotions or something and thats not me i easily cry and i dont mind if i do cry im not just an all joyous person i have other emotions too