u/Any_Challenge_7048
So I’m 20, and just got my first debit card, so I decided to look into buying a vibrator/dilator since my mom wouldn't see the purchase on her card lol. I’ve known I have vaginismus for a while, since two fingers in me hurt pretty bad, and I’ve also had a hard time orgasming bc of my antidepressant, so I thought a vibrator/dilator would help a lot.
Well I got one, and it didn’t help a lot ngl. It wasn’t anything wrong with the actual product, but I kinda did a lot of stuff wrong, like not using enough lube and not enough self-foreplay. And again, my antidepressants have effected my libido and orgasms a lot, so that’s a contributing factor.
idk, I’m just kinda bummed abt the whole thing. I’m trying to get off my meds, and I’m gonna try again sometime with more workup and lube, so hopefully that’ll help. But still, just wanted to rant since I was really excited to feel better, and I feel bad since I rlly want to have sex with a guy one day, but it seems so far out of reach :/