u/Adventurous-Army174

For context i was 6 years old and he was about 13. Its been a long time since then, but i still have a lot of conflicted feelings about it.

When i was a child, i dated a guy. At first it was just: holding hands, pretending to be a family. Later on, he started to talk about sexual themes. He often told me how he wanted to have sex with me, told about his sexual fantasies about me. I didnt mind it, i though that he was the "cool older guy" so i just went with it. Later on my older siblings found out about the relationship, and forbid me from talking to him.

I still dont know if this can be considered grooming, since we were both minors, but this relationship still haunts me.