Hello everyone, this is an update post on my last one:
First of all; I want to thank most of you for the great advice and support you've given. It was good to hear everyone's different opinion on this.
Now, onto the update.
My fiancée and me have decided to both read the post and comments, as she would also like to save our relationship. We both love each other very much and even if sex is an important factor, we feel like there are things we can still try together to find a common ground.
As many of you suspected, she came out clean and told me she knew she was asexual from the beginning of the relationship. She felt that people often run away or don't even give asexuals a chance so her insecurity took over. She also admitted that when we do have sex she enjoys it and is still physically attracted to me.
Now onto our problem solving: We decided to try multiple things. We had a deep conversation and found a middle ground where she would be more receptive to doing it during her ovulation. That's when she feels the most comfortable doing it. She also told me she has no problem giving me a quick fix (cough oral cough) because she knows how bad my own urges can get. In response, I would be less pushy about it and give her the space and time she needs. We'll still be handsy of course, that won't stop, but it doesn't bother us because she enjoys cuddling the most and I like cuddling as well. I feel like as long as she can still show me affection, sexually, a few times a month I don't mind our relationship being a 'low libido' one. I care and love her too much to leave for something like that. It might be hard, definitely at the start, but I have confidence we love each other enough to not let that get in our way. I feel like every successful marriage is both partners finding a middle ground one way or another.
Some things we are gonna try:
*She's gonna get out more. See more of the world, either with me or friends, and get out and do more activities. She also got the same advice that she should get out more and enjoy life and while this was hard for her before I noticed she really looks forward to it now.
*The "Come as you are" book that got recommended to me. I've bought it and we're gonna read it together. Who knows maybe I--or she--will find out things we didn't know before
*The hormone levels; we are gonna get them checked. My fiancée has always had hormone troubles in the past with her anti-conception (last post) but now we think it might not be a bad idea to get them checked because it would explain a lot.
TLDR: We decided to continue our relationship with the advice we've gotten, the middle ground we found and the trust we have in each other. Our marriage is on hold for now, once she feels more comfortable in her skin to worry about things like that we can always pick another date.